

sometimes lostI look aroundsometimes lost
at all the lost ones and I wonder if I am like they are.
I find fleeting bits of happiness that only last until I get bored or discouraged.
My current life is just a distraction. And when the novelty wears off, I wind up lonely at the end of the day.
There came a moment
when I started to enjoy
some small part of it, started to feel like I belonged.
But by then it was too late because I had already decided I was leaving it all behind.


We used to be innocentYou appeared in a dream last night And I relived the way I felt Last time I saw you: Ecstatic...but mildly embarrassed.We used to be innocent
You were always so flamboyant - flaming, even. I never minded, though, Until that last meeting.
You were too loose with your words -and your appearance You seemed thinner ...dirtier ...lost
And in the dream,
I wanted you to hug me, But when you did, I looked around to see who was watching.
And then you were gone. I looked everywhere for you


Blues at Spanky's FiresideA couple danced awkward and puppetlikeBlues at Spanky's Fireside
in the background As the raunchy blues musician writhed on the floor.
I stared into the disco ball and tried to decide whether
she sounded more like Tina Turner or Janis Joplin.
I never did come to a conclusion because she acted more like a stripper Than a musician. And I didn't want to watch anymore.
Devious Comments
Just making my rounds and wanted to thank you for continuing to watch me.
I hope things are going well and you have a fantastic week!
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Between the night and day there are so few eyes left open your forgiveness ain't a neighborhood I'm looking to live in.
So tonight...Listening to: Dispatch - " Cover This"... Drinking: White Russian (alone)...and looking for more poetry to add to DA. I have this internet journal that I wrote a lot in, but I don't remember all the titles, ya know? Damn I made that drink strong.
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